Sorry for being so MIA my dearest followers, I’ve recently enrolled to pursue a secondary bachelors in computer science, work and my gf has all kept me super occupied.
So recently for valentines my gf(name Rachel) and I went to a very exclusive restaurant called Naoe in brickell key, Miami Florida. It was pretty awesome. You guys follow me on Instagram if you’d like…mostly it’s incriminating photos of Rachel haha we have a photo war going on.
Anyways without further adieu….
Then, u didn’t love me, but I was crazy about you, now u love me just as much as I love you….which is a lot of fucking love babe! Then u didn’t even know, now u not only know but u understand. Then you were beautiful, now u r even more astounding than I can describe. I love you.
Republican supporter call
So I am proudly registered as a democrat, my parents are respectively republicans however they still voted for Obama. Anyways, I had an interesting phone call from a republican supporter asking us to go cast our votes and the conversation went a little like this…(R = republican supporter, M= me)
R: hi, my name is …I see that your family is registered as Republicans and have not voted yet. I wanted to educate you a little more about the presidential election.
M:(interrupts) OKAY COOL! So I have a question for you.
R: What’s your question?
M: Will voting for Romney increase my chances of legally marrying my beloved girlfriend and not be punished for loving someone of the same-sex?
R: …..
M: didn’t think so, have a magnificent day.
The unknown future…
As I made a big decision to go back to school for a 2ndary bachelor’s I’m beginning to wonder, ‘what the hell’ ami suppose to do with my life. I think after college we can all agree on the fact that we will always be burdened by the future, simply because of the uncertainty behind it, the responsibilities we have to face as adults, and the learning to really detach urselves from our parents and becoming ur own invididuals. I was stricken by the stressful moment of reality the other day because I’ve hit a roadblock. My lovely gf had reminded me “be patient, everything will pay itself in the end. We need to focus on now before we can focus on later.” Something so simply said yet I find myself constantly forgetting this. I don’t know why I’m writing this post. I guess it’s just one of those moments.
The most beautiful girl I know. Nice knowing you for a year. I love you then, I love u even more now. Thank you for not only being my best friend, my partner in crime, my strength when I’m weak, my rock that I need to lean on, my love, my life long partner. I love you is just a phrase that can’t even begin to describe the feelings I have for u. In fact, I love you would be and understatement.
The two most important women in my life. My mom, and my beautiful girlfriend. Never in my life could I have ever asked for a more accepting parents, nor could I have asked for a more loving girlfriend.
Curveballs
Life is very funny. Right when u don’t expect it, life throws a curveball at you. Never would i thought to fall for a girl like her. Quiet, more stubborn than myself, needs to enroll in charm school more than anyone. She eats with her hands when she finds utensils inconvenience. Everything i am not. Everything i could mever be i find in her. She is my other half. Rachel if u read this…the amount of love i have for is not within the description of words, nor is it something i could ever express through gestures or actions. Thank u for putting up with me when i get crazy. Thank u for being strong when im weak. Most of we both need each other because the balance we bring to each other. Thank u for loving me
Been a while.
Its been a while since I typed in here, my gf keeps me very busy. But here I’m going to write yet another sappy note….
If u asked me how much I live her, I can honestly say, more than myself. I’ve only fallen in love 2x. I’m sorry for having a hard time trusting my heart with you. Please understand that I am trying. I’ve been so broken, that u can just blow my heart and it will crumble. Please know that I only wish to be near you all the time simply because I fear being alone. I fear losing you. I told u once that this road wasn’t going to be easy, and I’ve thought about giving up. But what’s the fun in that if I don’t learn to try and work and fight for you, I would never understand why I need to treasure you more every breathe I take. I desire not only your body,but your mind heart and soul. I love you so much Rachel, that I hope we can hit more years to come together.
Love,
VirtuousFaith
